miss_s_b: (Mood: Terrified)
miss_s_b ([personal profile] miss_s_b) wrote2017-09-04 01:51 pm
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I have received final assignments for what I will be doing at conference for FCC...

So at spring conference in York I did a bit of Hall Aideing. This time I was expecting more of that and a bit of Stage Aideing. Maybe get my first actual thing to chair next Spring - possibly chair a speech first, to break me in easy, before chairing a debate.

So I'm Hall Aide in two things, and Stage Aide in two things.

Then I got to Tuesday morning in the schedule. Tuesday morning 9am. Tuesday morning being the morning after Glee, that Tuesday morning.

The notation for who is doing what in an agenda item for FCC is chair/stage aide/hall aide.
I'm down to chair a debate. At 9am. On Tuesday Morning. After Glee.

There now follow a couple of reaction .GIFs:

Deb from Dexter is astounded to realise you mean what you say

Blue from Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends, looking terrified

Now, there are two possible interpretations of this. The first is that I have performed well enough (so far) that the officers of FCC have developed confidence in me quickly, and have chosen to push me forward into chairing reasonably early as I had expressed an interest in doing it. The second is that I was one of the (more than 200) signatories to something that has caused a significant headache for the officers of FCC, and they know I host Glee, & this is the equivalent of being sent to the pantry to peel all the potatoes in the army barracks.

Myself, I'm choosing to embrace the power of "and". And also hoping like hell I don't fuck it up. And also slightly, secretly, hoping for at least one opportunity to ask somebody waaaaaaaay more powerful than me if they could please draw their remarks to a close, like my chairing idol Susan Gaszczak :)

Also, I'm really really glad I am booked in for my ritual pre-conference hairdressing appointment, and I hope Erin does as amazing a job as she normally does because OMG you guys autumn conference is televised and I'm going to be on the telly in a position of responsibility and OMG I have to not swear and shite-onna-stick this is terrifying. I mean, I am determined to do a good job, and I really want to do this, and I'm looking forward to it, but AAAAAAARGH.

Alisdair better be ready with the hip flask for me when I'm done is all I'm saying.

tl;dr: YAY but also OMG and AAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH.
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[personal profile] angelofthenorth 2017-09-04 01:35 pm (UTC)(link)
congratulations and good luck
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[personal profile] brithistorian 2017-09-04 01:40 pm (UTC)(link)

I was about to ask what the FCC is (on this side of the pond it's Federal Communications Commission), but then I thought to check your profile and I saw what it is and those get stepped up to CONGRATULATIONS! :D Way to go!
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[personal profile] hollymath 2017-09-04 01:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Andrew and I are extra sad we can't go to conference now to be supportive at you about this.
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[personal profile] hollymath 2017-09-04 01:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Will do my best! I've got two appointments that morning (GP and disability people for uni) but can probably sneak some Twitter in, too. :)
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[personal profile] magic_at_mungos 2017-09-04 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Good luck - like chairing debates means you're important now
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[personal profile] rmc28 2017-09-04 03:30 pm (UTC)(link)
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[personal profile] staceyuk 2017-09-04 05:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Congratulations and *hugs* in equal measure.

[identity profile] https://www.complicity.co.uk/blog/ 2017-09-04 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
"Final" assignment? I expect at least half a dozen changes during the course of conference!

Anyway, you'll be fine. My first chairing experience was on 30 seconds notice as I was hall aide and the chair and aide couldn't make it for the 9am slot. Sal was nice enough to step in and be my aide!
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[personal profile] clanwilliam 2017-09-04 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
You'll be great. Also, *a* hip flask? Unless it's like my friend Pete's one, which can hold a whole bottle of whisky, it had better be multiple hip flasks!
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[personal profile] andrewducker 2017-09-05 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Good luck with the hangover/lack of sleep. I hope it goes really well.
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[personal profile] andrewducker 2017-09-13 08:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe it'll actually be really fun, even without alcohol!
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[personal profile] hilarita 2017-09-06 07:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Good luck! I'm pretty unlikely to make it to any 9am sessions, because that's far too early for me.

Complete faith

[identity profile] caseytalk.livejournal.com 2017-09-10 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
You are ready. You never have experience the first time you do something, so this is how you get experience. I think they gave it to you because they knew you could handle it. They wouldn't give it to you as peeling potatoes because they look bad if the session goes pear shaped. They would only give it to you if they had confidence in you.